FIRST ADDITION. 1/27/2023, 4am REVISED, 1/30/2023, 5:30pm

I have decided to hand-type this BIO. It is from my heart. My history is accurate to my knowledge and reflects my best intention of being upfront, truthful and responsible with the integrity of information. (WIP)

AUTHOR AND FOUNDER OF CDCS RESEARCH. "I'm also told there is Jewish history on my grandmother's side. Forgot to mention. It's somewhere in there"

I picked up reading Greek and Hebrew concordances. Trying to find hidden meaning. Ascribing certain values to scripture in a novice-like manner to experience finding relevance to my perspective. I spent years this way. Going down a rabbit hole. When the reality didn't fit my approaches of other spiritual experiences, it was inclined to rip, toss and curse these truths, even though I knew many of them had hit close to home, but I didn't know why. Maybe the knowledge I thought I had been already sufficed, to add more of another kind would damage that world-view, evaporating the life I created in my poems, a historical narrative built on ancient sea creatures. Gave me the stimulus in living in this self-made dream one day will pay off with the right formula or door.

(The hidden meaning I contrived in reply uncovered what Id'e later realize I would have to cast off as false identities, and vain imaginations the enemy put there to keep me in a delusion.)

Churches became a constant source of friction; yet a heightened state of curiosity inspired me to line up my foundation with the logic and values presented with public speaking of men who talked about a spiritual life on ideas differing than my life's dark goals. One night, I stumbled on the book of Jude. And the parts about the Spirit of God in the Last days when men are separating from truth to go after their own desires starting ringing true in something in my mind. I felt something come over me, and I jumped to the floor from my bed with my face down.

I felt as though someone was saying very clearly,
"I want to make you a light in the end times, but the things you are holding onto cannot be part of Me- you choose them, or Me, but you can't have both. You will perish in the lake of fire if you separate from Me."

               I felt a sense of fear, but then rest, and hope. The endless journey of my own dream, pain, and suffering in my body and soul from a child-hood of neglect, intellectual emptiness, and dreams of my assertions making an impression on the spirit of the world ended that day. The official commitment to Christ to live for Him, to uphold His testimony in the end-times, to handle His word with power, with integrity, and its expression in the Church became a dominate focus for me. It became my only drive. Its truth became my focus for life.

This new fire of God's Spirit now calling me to separate, break ties with the unknown world of pain and delusion has now brought me to a shelter in the Presence of God from all fear. Repentance has brought me before God's throne without the shame of my father, or the brokenness of my mother. Yet, the power of putting to rest all ideas of my childhood only creates a monster of the sea in my own tale of doom. In 2004, these tales died with Christ. I was baptized in a church. Relationships unhealed, alienation and a turbulent undertow bringing me down as soon as I thought I was rising with my best kept secrets in my journals were now God's mission to place those in His hands. To use the loss, sense of abandonment to fuel my desire to minister to the heart of God, even if no one ever listened or followed the cry I felt that day, restore itself as a new man. In my regeneration through Christ's redemption.

My eventual decision to become a Christian was not a quick reception by others. I was initially doubted, and my conversion disputed at first. I felt the sense of needing to prove my love for the Word of God as it was being challenged. In the year I turned 18, I saw a promotion for new students at a bible college. My literary joys, English writing and creative journaling is all I have to offer this new chapter. It was served well.

With very little formal education with peers or teachers, I completed 3 years of college, with no entry requirements or additional review factoring my admission letters, I scored well, had an exceptional memory and trained heart to retain my studies. Was respected as a true brother. I was retained to become staff, serving in multiple capacities.

Great testimonies happened time after time in my ministry. During my summers, I would pray, and the thunderstorms would cease. Striking thing about this, once I finished working, microbursts would rip entire trees out of the ground in the area. It was even on the news. God honored my prayer. Those beginnings started my understanding of real implications of prayer outside of church. During an internship, I was appointed by God to minister to an entire apartment floor in one night by happenstance. I've witnessed prayer causing miracles of finances, and correcting compromised leaderships without my involvement. In some towns, my presence exposed the ties of the occult and false worship, causing whole townships to seek for ways to ask me to leave. My work brought reproach to darkness in these church towns, where people were untrained and Sunday schools were led by witches .

Foundations of buildings cracked like the 'altar of Dagon before the ark of the covenant-' a story found in the bible, in one institution I rebuked before God misusing Christian values as fraudulent to win people over by new age. 

I have been aided By God's Spirit to avoid many disasters, perils, vicious people, attacks on my life from gun wielding men, traps of women in covens; temptations to leave ministry for other things. Always financially honest and honoring the Presence of God as I navigated the maturing process as a youth, while never being perfect or adequate or accepted by all in my manner or speaking abilities. But I was always respected as a 'true brother'.'.'. My Finding of CDCS RESEARCH is a growing arm of my "light in the last days," to not just keep solid teaching, or presentation of truth, but the Bible says, "with power." He will confirm the preaching of Gospel truth with a witness of His presence, with great miracles confirming the inspiration of God's complete Word.
To bring men under its transforming influence, where it is received with true faith and repentance from darkness.

I quickly grew out of entry-level beginner mistakes as an infant Christian where you put down zeal, and drive, and it turns into more compassion, humility and stretching into service toward others on a practical level. I learned while maintaining a rest in presentation handling provoking truths hard to entreat, but with seasoning, softness, and a greater vision in our anointing. We can apply that Word with a heart of compassion to meet the root issue without driving people away with a false impression of the Word, spiritual pride, and making ministry about'my projections, biases, or wounded perspective.' I did not come out of a legalist background, I had no background except spiritual confusion, and a mind often an expression of ignorance. "I eventually concluded the New Covenant was the foundation of Biblical Revelation as God's final work and gift to humanity: so the nature, spirit, and manner must also be in agreement with a standard of righteousness it produced which cannot be of the law, but of Himself."

To Segway into a new topic. I myself have, at one time dressed in Air Force fatigues, been interviewed and brought on air-bases for some honing my skills under the guidance of a mentor. My career went vocational and we parted ways.

I have a diverse background. My family has a strong connection to intelligence and finance, with members working for organizations such as the CIA, the state department, and OPEC. My aunt was even involved in managing finances for Tommy Hilfiger (she drove one of his Ferraris with him.) and major banks. I have several cousins who have held significant positions, including a district prosecutor for the largest legal branch in the U.S. Although I have lost touch with some family members, I am proud of their accomplishments growing up.

I was loosely mentored by counter-intelligence personnel which shaped my disciplines and focuses. I also had a passion for small plane fabrication, 'work shop hobbies', and was fortunate enough to work on this hobby with the Air Force Colonel who was in motion to becoming a two-star General at the time, and is now honored as an instructor and hero at the Smithsonian Institute.

Aside from my interest in aviation, I have a love for survival tactics and the great outdoors. While I'm not much into spy novels or espionage, I do enjoy reading Tom Clancy books and watching related films. European cars are also a favorite of mine, and I have fond memories of watching Sean Connery as James Bond as a child.

With a background steeped in the fight against human trafficking and drugs, I have strong ties to law enforcement within our family. I have advocated in some circumstances myself helping prevent these crimes. My family has participated in sting operations aimed at capturing major players. While I exercise caution when it comes to sharing personal information, I am committed to providing the most accurate information possible when I can.

Throughout my life, I have had the good fortune of being mentored by strong leaders. My aim is to stay ahead of the curve, outmaneuver potential threats, and offer help and humility to those in need.  I have a managerial background and have held professional positions, always aiming high in returns, recommendation, and index score. I also run this ministry support program, offering beginner academic courses and training to others on this platform without charge. Furthermore, I impart my experience to my wife in her career ventures and encourage her to be the best. She is an exceptional, quiet force to be reckoned with. As i've learned personally, I example to her how to navigate treachery of a world in conflict and to always be one step ahead of competition. Also, to be a ghost when an enemy is destroying themselves, but to always offer humility if people ask for help.

I visit churches to see how each of them are doing and provide prayer or financial support when I can.

We sponsor a child with Compassion International. Our love for widows and orphans is embraced here.

I'm a computer geek and have built many rigs.

Italy has a spot in my heart, as I grew up admiring the Godfather movies; the actors in those films as a history piece. Morality and actions considered.  I would have been a stuntman, or an actor mainly. I wanted to be an actor one time. I was told I carry myself like one from people I met in San Diego at a conference. I love comedy antics, writing, and theater. I can do a few impressions, and frequently use my public outings as inspiration for comedy material to make light of situations and people nuances I find are good sources of humor that I conjecture into ad-lib situations my wife tells me are witty and intelligent. 

My wife always says that she sees me always advancing in IQ, but more than that, she has seen the profound way of teaching I use life lessons to our daughter. She sees the breakthroughs in her daughter after we pray together, and wishes she had the same growing up. My wife considers me her "first pastor," and this is due to the counsel, transformation, and discernment I've gained from my walk with God. It's a deep understanding that remains simple.

           Having corporate prosecutors and paralegals in my family, it's had a profound impact on my view of the world.
I run a tight ship of guarding our behavior and choices in the public eye to reflect our love of Christ in my family.

As an avid fan of criminal forensics shows and court cases, I have a realized understanding of the inner workings of criminal minds and their motivations. From profiling to evidence and serial cases, I have followed the world stage with interest, analyzing the 'perps', controllers, and ideals of criminality from a scientific viewpoint. "No crime is ever unpunished, and you can't hide anything from DNA, Mitochondria, tissue and hair, fingerprint and or bodily amino residue, AI facial recognition, Bio-dna reactors, infrared, luminescent tech makes it impossible to hide from God our natural deeds people do in the name of passion and pride.

God put law and order on the earth, and it serves those who want to enjoy a safe journey. I view the idea in biblical perspective because all grievances family share have a unique cry of justice in the heart of God to make things right, reconcile and forgive as best as possible. New Covenant redemption means surpassing human intellect and notions, and err on the side of mercy even toward the undeserving. Also, some interventions can't be avoided just because we want to be kind to our offenders in our lives, or people who trigger our flesh response to our own unhealed brokenness where we want to lash out. But We must lean upon God's strength, and be renewed in a more stable structure of biblical transformation- and not to get trapped in the weeds being super-spiritual in spiritual warfare with conflict, ascribing all pain to an invisible force, but to see all events as a test of resolve to Honor God before we act rash on any subject."  My knowledge and experience in criminal forensics has given me a unique perspective on the underlying causes of criminal behavior. I know the impact of desperation, the preservation of reputation, greed, and jealousy on a person's choices and behavior. And, I am able to recognize the influence of one's home life on their expression and demeanor, even without ever meeting them.

Overall, my passion for criminal forensics and understanding of human behavior allows me to bring a unique and valuable perspective to any situation or discussion.

Growing up as a victim to some traumatic events, I have a personal understanding of the importance of boundaries, accountability, and integrity in interpersonal relationships. I keep a watchful eye on these principles in my own family, always striving to maintain dignity and well-being in all private matters. Includes tight securities of internet, cell phones and interacting with female counter-parts along the way. We have processes in place to keep our ministry life as humanly possible in agreement with our private lives.

My spiritual, professional approach, perspective, and values I live in every day.

"Creating stability; dealing with rejection; self-destructive tendencies, negative speech, arguments, victimology, inadequacy, fear, emotional habits, broken home life; spirit of control, emotional defenses, are areas I generally adapt into my coursework, so people see the teachings of New Covenant not as a list of things you are doing wrong, but your inability to do the right thing. The impossibility of your flesh's dependency on our own works preventing us from a genuine walk of righteousness, unless God works in you to honor Christ with that rightness. Christianity is a structure of wholeness of what God calls right on a promise-based personal relationship of faith. With His completeness in the condition of the heart to adjust our perspective from a victim, a servile slave of corrupt desires, a broken individual defined by unhealthy patterns of resolve built on our negative experiences.

Through a work of grace, we are empowered to embrace a methodology of His image, conforming to His working of power in our flesh nature to give place for God to produce Christ through regenerative repentance. Bringing us into a rest of faith to receive through His drawing, and sovereignty ending the unbelief over our striving to change things in our life. God does it so you learn what His heart is over our own desires, so we learn to give Him our battles through dependency on His Spirit. Our agreement, and trust, "not built on your promise to be better", is central to rising above wrong expectations, unfruitfulness, inconsistency, draining influences, incorrect responses, and keeping our eyes off our own selves in hardness of unbelief, onto Christ's glory and perfection. God provides healing on places God holds most precious in His Covenant with Christ In a gentle, patient atmosphere. Considering all the places Christ accomplished to give us new life in these places that would separate us from God with no hope in ourselves, and before the Laws of God that tells us we have no eternal power or life apart from Him." 

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